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It is

rmparish — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 02:30:59 +0000

So about 10:00 last night my little friend decieded to rear its ugly head. So I do like a good patient does and call the doctor’s office just to be told that my body is sooo not ovulating and my Clomid has now been doubled. Yipee. I’m just hoping that I get pregnant this time so I don’t have to keep taking these pills.

Is it or isn’t it

rmparish — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 01:13:46 +0000

So since this past Sunday I’ve been having moments when I go to the bathroom I’ll wipe and there is a brownish red mark on the toilet paper. It is very light like maybe two drops. It is only once in a while. So is it a period or isn’t it. That is the question. What do you think? I have to call the doctor’s office on Friday if the little red monster hasn’t shown up yet and a pregnancy test comes back negative. Then not too mention once they get the stupid thing started I have to try and not only keep track of my temp but also do ovulation kits which I’ve tried and just don’t get it.

On the other hand I’m excited because I get to go buy my new shoes on Friday. I got the Champion version of the Reebok workout shoes. You know the ones that are suppose to help you tone up your legs and butt. It would be nice to build up some more muscles and burn more fat. If I’m not pregnant by then I would like to be sixty pounds lighter by the time Christmas rolls around. That would put me at about 200-205lbs by then. A still little heavy for a six foot woman, but its closer to my goal of 180. Well until next time….

Medicine Sideeffects

rmparish — Sat, 06 Mar 2010 04:01:03 +0000

So in order to have another baby we have to get my body back on track. Which means drugs which I hate. Some of the things I hate is taking the Prometrium because even though I take it at bedtime it still makes me very bitchy and gives me dizzy spells. I’m afraid to tell LeeRoy because he will tell me to stop taking the medicine and we need it in order for me to get pregnant. Right now I’m watching The Housewives of the OC on DVR. It’s funny all the drama in the show. Guess I watch it because I like to see someone else’s drama instead of my own. Tomorrow is the annual Stampin Up! card party that my mom and I throw at her house. I look forward to it especially since one of BFFs will be coming with me. My hubby will not only be watching our little girl, but also hers so Cadience will get to have a play date. That should be interesting. Well its time to sign off so I can get some sleep so I’m refreshed for tomorrow. Until next time…..

Hello world!

rmparish — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 00:12:10 +0000

I’m a 30 year old woman who is a world that has a tendacy to irrate the piss out of me. The only grounding I have is my loving husband and our beautiful daughter. I work a fulltime job and live a pretty normal life. My husband and I are trying to have another child to give a little brother/sister to our daughter. So far no luck. We’ve been married for almost five years. I like to try and write and sometimes its theraputic. I suffer from depression and post traumatic stress disorder and have been treating it with chiropratic and homeopathic treatments.

I have spent a lot of my life working hard and gaining an education. My first job was working as a cashier at our local grocery store. I was there for almost two years. I then went to work at the county sheriff department and was there for a year and half before I went to the county veterans office. I had been there almost nine years when my boss deceided he was going to retire to take another job downstate. I was told that I would be the shoe in for the director’s position, but it wasn’t to be. Instead they hired someone who was a veteran, but had no experience with handling VA claims. Then after telling her that she would be able to keep me on staff they turn around an make her cut me to part time for a few months and she was to lay me off the beginning of the next year. Lucky for me I didn’t get to see the lay off. Once she found out what was to happen she gave me the heads up and helped me look for new work. I was only on part time status for a few short weeks before I got the job I have now. Well until next time…